Spacing out

Yeah. For an hour now just staring off space thinking about nothing oh something the dots on the ceiling what are those?

God. Wouldn't it be nice to just do nothing think nothing feel nothing but something feels like something like exhaustion and something like dread and i don't like it at all.

Now. Have to go back to work no go back to studying no go back to staring off space oh shit i can't make a bright decision help me God.